You know what I wish I knew? Where you are. Where did you go? You left so suddenly, in the most painful way possible. I wish I knew why. I wish I knew how you could do that to someone. I wish you could see us all now. We wait and wait, for some kind of sign from you. Is it ever going to come? You left us all behind. Did you think about that? Did you rationalize? Do you see it now? I have so many questions. Can you help me understand? So many are broken. So many are lost. Is it okay for me to be mad right now? Mad that you were taken from us? I guess I won't know. The sadness that blankets us seems everlasting. Will it go away? Will it ever be okay to be happy again. Truth is sunshine, your light is now missing from all of our lives, leaving us in the dark. I know your light flickered many a time, and I am truly so sorry for that. You will never know how sorry I am for that. But now, so many lights are flickering, and I just want to rewind and take it back to a lighter time. When the warmth of your light was still forming, when you were just a child. Before the pain, before the darkness. Wherever you are now, I hope you've found that place, sunshine. And please, keep it bright till the rest of us get there.
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